Emergency Leave.

Tak pasal-pasal kena ambil emergency leave semalam. Kenapa sebabnya? Inilah bermula ceritanya...

5.15pagi
Bangun macam biasa. Awal kan bangun. Ini adalah perkara biasa bagi sesiapa sahaja yang bermastautin tetap di kawasan yang agak jauh (dalam lingkungan 45km dan ke atas) dari tempat kerjanya. Memandangkan tempat kerja kat Shah Alam dan rumah di Banting, jadi amalan bangun seawal 5.15pagi sudah menjadi kebiasaan spider (sebab tulah suka dan senang sangat nak mengantuk balik kot). Lepas bangun, kemaskan apa-apa yang patut, uruskan apa-apa yang berkenaan, siapkan apa-apa yang berkaitan dan terus pergi mandi.

6.00pagi
Biasanya nilah time mandi, dan selepas selesai semua urusan termasuk kewajiban padaNYA, teruslah bersiap-siap ke tempat kerja.

6.20pagi
Ini adalah waktu standard spider bersiap-siap tak termasuk touch up2 (bedak je pun).

6.40pagi
Tepat jam di atas, memang selalunya and Insyaallah dah siap semua, tinggal nak start enjin kereta je.

Oklah, bila dah masukkan semua barang dalam kereta, terus lah nak hidupkan enjin, tapi start punya start, enjin kereta tak mahu hidup...aduh...(dalam hati: nape lak kereta ni, semalam Angah bawa elok, arini pehal pulak..). Terus saja berlari-lari anak mengejutkan si Angah dengan harapan dia bangun dan dapat menghidupkan enjin kereta wira dia tu.

6.45pagi
Angah pun cuba dan terus mencuba beberapa kali, tapi gagal juga. Dia panggil sepupu yang dekat rumah ni minta tolong tengokkan sekali sekaligus juga mengharap yang dia mampu tolong. Dia pun datang tengok-tengok, cuba-cuba tak boleh gak. Huhu..(dalam hati: macamana nak pergi kerja ni..)

6.55pagi
Memandangkan kereta masih tak boleh dihidupkan dan akhirnya Angah kata "bateri dah weak ni. Nak pergi kerja tak? Kalau nak kitaorang (dia and cousin td) tolakkan. Tapi balik nanti kenalah panggil sesapa minta tolong tolak juga, baru boleh start enjin." hmmm...(fikir dulu lagi).
"Nak minta tolong siapa lak nanti?" Angah kata "pak guard ada, suruh lah tolong kejab." Fikir punya fikir, malaslah nak suruh sapa-sapa tolong tolak. Kalau confirm tolak boleh hidup enjinnya takpe, buatnya tolak-tolak tak boleh juga start ejin, macamana pula tu? Siapa nak tolong lagi? Lecehlah. So at last, jam pun sudah menunjukkan pukul 7.00pagi Hari pun sudah nampak terang, terus je kata tak payahlah pergi kerja, emergency leave jelah hari ini. So, terus sms pada koordinator kat office, bagitahu yang kereta breakdown. Nak betulakn pun kena tunggu si Angah ni balik kerja. Kalau tak, mana lah tau nak betulkan atau hantar kat mana-mana workshop. Memang tak pernah ambil tau pun sebelum ni..(dalam hati: kalau tahu betulkan sendirikan ke senang dah hidup). Itulah sebab mengapa ambil emergency leave semalam.

Memang emergency lah nikan. Bukan tipu-tipu atau saja-saja. Sesungguhnya kerja tu lagi best dari duduk rumah, melainkan kalau kat rumah takde kerja-kerja lain yang hendak dibuat selain tido, rehat dan manja-manja dengan wan (grandma ok). Alright, chow!

My Love

Loved to share about favourite band since this pop band formed on 3rd July 1998. This is the most lovely band that spider obsess forever. Started from 5 members at the beginning, comprised of Nicky Byrne, Kian Egan, Mark Feehily, Shane Filan, and Brian McFadden. Of course Mark is the chosen one ;) (unfortunately spider is not his taste). On 9th March 2004, Brian McFaden married and left the band to spend more time with his family. Honestly, really sad with his decision, but still pray for his happiness. And you know what, one more fact about Westlife, in 2008, they are declared as Ireland's 9th richest celebrities under 30 years old and 13th in general. Why not you just go to this web (if you are interested to know) http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Westlife (for easier access :)) and read about Westlife (again if you are interested with this pop band like spider).

Nothing much here rather than to pull out miss vibes with Ireland guys. Like and love with all of the songs (even do not know all) but still can feeling when listen to it.

Catch some of the lyrics of Westlife songs (the hitz one). Of course all pun hitz..as long as Westlife :) kan...

I Lay my Love On You

Just a smile and the rain is gone

Can hardly believe it (yeah)

There's an angel standing next to me

Reaching for my heart

Just a smile and there's no way back

Can hardly believe it (yeah)

But there's an angel, calling me

Reaching for my heart

I know, that I'll be ok now

This time it's real

I lay my love on you It's all I wanna do

Every time I breathe I feel brand new

You open up my heart Show me all your love

And walk right through As I lay my love on you

I was lost in a lonely place

Could hardly believe it (yeah)

Holding on to yesterday

Far, far too long

Now I believe its ok cause this time it's real

I lay my love on you It's all I wanna do

Every time I breathe I feel brand new

You open up my heart Show me all your love

And walk right through

As I lay my love on you

I never knew that love could feel so good

Like once in a lifetime You change my world

I lay my love on you You make me feel brand new

Show me your love, and walk right through

As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you It's all I wanna do

Every time I breathe I feel brand new

You open up my heart Show me all your love

And walk right through

As I lay my love on you I lay my love on you

You make me feel brand new You open up my heart

Show me all your love, and walk right through

As I lay my love on you As I lay my love on you

My Love

An empty street,An empty house,A whole inside my heart

I'm all alone, The rooms are getting smaller

I wonder how, I wonder why,I wonder where they are

The days we had, The songs we sang together

Oh, yeah

And oh, my love.I'm holding on forever

Reaching for a lovethat seems so far

So, I say a little prayer

And hope my dreams will take me there

Where the skies are blue

To see you once again,My love

Over seas and coast to coast

Find the place Ilove the most

Where the fields are green

To see you once again, My love...

I try to read, I go to work, I'm laughin' with my friends

But I can't stop, To keep myself from thinking

Oh, no.I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are

The days we had, The songs we sang together

Oh, yeah..

And oh, my love, I'm holding on forever

Reaching for a lovethat seems so far

So, I say a little prayer, And hope my dreams will take me there

Where the skies are blue, To see you once again

My love...

Over seas and coast to coast, Find the place I love the most

Where the fields are green, To see you once again...

[MARK] To hold you in my arms, To promise you my love

To tell you from the heart, You're what I'm thinking of.

I'm reaching forthe love that seemsso far

Soooo, I say a little prayer

And hope my dreamswill take me there

Where the skies are blue

To see you once again,My love

(Looove)Over seas and coast to coast

Find the place I love the most

Where the fields are green.To see you once again,My love

I say a little prayer, Dreams will take me there

Where the skies are blue, To see you once again

Over seas and coast to coast

To find the place Ilove the most

Where the fields are green, To see you once again,My love...

Against all Odds (Take a Look at me Now)

[Shane:] How can I just let you walk away

Just let you leave without a trace

When I'm standing taking every breath

With you, ooohhh

You're the only one who really knew me,At all

[Mariah:] How can you just walk away from me

When all I can do is watch you leave

Cause we shared the laughter and the pain

And even shared the tears

You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now

There's just an empty space

There's nothing left here to remind me

Just the memory of your face

So take a look at me now

There's just an empty space

If you're coming back to me it's against all odds

And that's what I've got to face

[Mark:]I wish I could just makeyou turn around

Turn around and see me cry

There's so much I need to say to you

So many reasons why

You're the only one who really knew me at all

[Mariah:] So take a look at me now,There's just an empty space

There's nothing left here to remind me,Just the memory of your face

So take a look at me now,So there's just an empty space

But to wait for you is all I can do,When that's what I've got to face

Take a good look at me now

Cause I'll be standing here

And you coming back to me, is against all odds

And that's the chance I've got to take

[Westlife:]Got to takeGot to take[Mariah:] OohTake a look at me now

[Westlife:] Take a look at me now.

Somebody Needs You

I'm only human

Sometimes I make mistakes(make mistakes)

If you forgive me

I'm gonna do what it takes(yea)

But now I know better

To hurt you was wrong

Girl it's with you I belong

Chorus :Somebody needs youlike never before

Somebody wants your love

Baby open the door

Don't you leave me alone

Don't you turn out the light

Somebody wants you(wants you)

Somebody needs you tonight

I've been thinking

We should be talking it through(yea)

You must believe me

I'll make it up to you(baby up to you)

Cause I now know better

To hurt you was wrong

Girl it's with you I belong

[Chorus]

In the dark

When there's no one else around

I still pray

That our love can be found

Fool Again

[Shane:]Baby, I know the story

I've seen the picture

It's written all over your face

Tell me What's the secret

That you've been hiding

And who's gonnatake my place

I should have seen it coming

I should've read the signs, Anyway...

I guess it's over

[Chorus:] Can't believe that I'm the fool again

I thought this love would never end

How was I to know? You never told me

Can't believe that I'm the fool again

And I who thought you were my friend

How was I to know? You never told me.

[Bryan:] BabyYou should have called me

When you were lonely

When you needed me to be there

Sadly, You never gave me

Too many chances To show you how much I care

I should have seen it coming

I should've read the signs, Anyway...

I guess it's over

[Chorus]

[Mark:] About the painand the tears,oh oh oh

If I could I would,Turn back the time

[Shane:] Ooh yeah I should've seen it coming

I should've read the signsAnyway...I guess it's over

No No

Once,we had it all for the taking

love was just me and you

You better think twice

about the plans that you're making

of splitting one word in two

Put your mind in doubt

did you ever think about

everything that we're missing

Don't you make me see

what is best for me

cause I just won't listen

baby

no no no no

I don't need nobody

anyone to take yourplace

but you

no no no no

I just couldn't fall for anyone new

nobody but you

Girl,you are the life that i'm living

I just can't go on without you

Let's make it alright

wake up to what we've been given

remember the things we've been through

Put your mind in doubt

did you ever think about

everything that we're missing,

Don't you make me see,what is best for me,

cause I just won't listen, baby

no no no no

I don't need nobody

anyone to take your place but you

no no no no

I just couldn't fall for anyone new

nobody but you

I can't imagine, the two of us apart

Can't find a reason, cause I still believe

There's no one like you, that is why I need,

nobody but you,don't need nobody

yeahhhhhh.........To take your place but you,

no no no no no no

Don't need nobody at all

no no no no no no no no no no

I don't need nobody,(don't need nobody)

anyone could take your place but you,

no no no no

I just couldn't fall

for anyone new,(no no no no)

nobody but you,

no no no no no no

I don't need nobody,no no no no no ,

babyI don't need nobody,no no no no no no

I just couldn't fallfor anyone new,nobody but you

Layan k...If not pun don't mind, who's care? Spider can layan alone :) (that's why put the lyrics here)..k, Da da...

Mata ini.

Hari ini keadaan kesegaran mata agak memuaskan, walaupun di luar agak mendung dan redup, tapi mata spider tetap segar berbanding semalam.

Semalam yang dilalui umpama spider merayap-rayap di dalam sarangnya sendiri dan tidak jumpa jalan keluar. Dari bangun awal pagi sehinggalah balik ke rumah, mata ni cukup kelat dan ketat untuk dibuka. Satu cabaran hebat buat yang mengantuk, apabila kena involve in meeting di pejabat. Dating takpelah juga, ni meeting..adui..bercinta rasanya.. Meeting mula pukul 9pagi, break jab 10-10.15pagi, sambung balik meeting sampailah pukul 12.30tghri. Betapa siksa dan payahnya menahan kelopak mata ni dari terus tertutup dan hanyut dalam dunia spider sendiri, yang mungkin penuh dengan tali-tali halus bewarna putih, yang boleh memerangkap nyamuk-nyamuk berterbangan atau ape sahaja serangga-serangga yang berani merentasi laluan di tali-tali halus spider ini, maka akan terlekatlah badannya pada tali-tali halus putih yang pernah menjadi sejarah melindungi Nabi umat akhir zaman dari musuh Baginda. Oppps..cukup cukup. Rasanya semua tahu cerita yang juga terkandung di dalam al-Quran ini.

Go back to the exact story that want to tell erlier, menahan mata yang hampir tertutup layu ni. Akhirnya berjaya (berjaya ke sebenarnya?)mengharungi detik-detik kemengantukan tahap gaban di dalam meeting room. Harapan ingin merehat-rehatkan mata hingga balik sekali lagi tidak kesampaian apabila meeting sekali lagi diadakan oleh 2nd boss pada pukul 4petang.huhu...azabnya rasa hari ni. Ini tak termasuk lagi dengan discussion kecil dengan koordinator..al maklumlah, kerja jadi kuli kena lah ikut cakap bos-bos yang kat atas ni.. Tapi so far, diaorang ok je. Kalau tak ok, tak adalah blog ni boleh diwujudkan..hehe..tak adalah spider menulis boleh tercipta. Dalam meeting petang ni pula, mata dan kelopak mata sekali lagi mengalami keadaan yang sama, kelayuan kelopak mata yang sama seperti pagi tadi, kedegilannya untuk membuka lebih luas lagi, kelembapannya untuk dinaik atau diangkat agar menjadikan pemandangan lebih luas dan nampak segar. Adui, susah betul rasanya, dan memang sangat-sangat susah. Rasa nak keluar je dari meeting tu pun ada, tapi suka-suka je nak keluar apahal pula kan. So, ambil keputusan untuk bertahan. Guess what? The boss noticed somebody got sleepy and bored, and he suddenly said, "I do not want to explain more details because I saw Tasha like ..." then this Tasha look at her boss and just gave a small smile to be honest. Boss decided not to go further in the meeting, and thank you to this Tasha caused you made the day bright again. fuh...at last, no need to control the openess of eyes.

Tepat jam 5.42petang, melangkah keluar dari perkarangan tempat kerja ni, memulakan pemanduan untuk pulang ke sarang besar. Satu kelebihan yang tuhan bagi ialah, semengantuk mana pun mata ini, tetapi sewaktu memandu, alhamdulillah belum pernah lagi nak rasa terlelap atau berat kelopak. Automatik mata jadi celik macam biasa. Cuma bila dah berhenti lama kat 'traffic light', barulah kelopak mata rasa nak layu, berat dan sarat. Tapi bila lampu dah hijau, spider kembali boleh membuka kelopak mata dengan jayanya dan memulakan pemanduan hingga ke destinasi yang ingin dituju. Mohon dan berdoa moga tuhan kekalkan kelebihan yang dikurniakan ini. Sampai je kat rumah, lepas Maghrib pergi pasar malam dengan Ija. Teman dia nak cari sandal katanya, untuk pakai buat tolong jiran ni berniaga gerai makan. Tapi bila dah sampai pasar, satu sandal pun tak dibelinya. Tak berkenan pulak. Kalau nak tunggu berkenan gamaknya kena cari kat Mid Valley ke, Alamanda ke, Suria KLCC ke atau mana-mana shopping complex yang lain. Dah tu, tak ke buang masa ajak pergi tengok kat pasar. Adus... Yang penting malam tadi tido agak cepat. Memandangkan handset pun berdepan dengan teknikal problem, dan orang yang penuh kasih sayang pun tido cepat sebab penat dan tak berapa sihat, maka tak adalah masalah nak tido cepat juga. Maka sampai situ lah sahaja perjalanan semalam yang penuh dengan cabaran di kelopak mata, anak mata, kornea, bulu mata dan mata putih ni.

Alhamdulillah masih dapat mengecapi keindahan dunia yang tidak akan kekal ini, melainkan kehendak NYA.

Adui, Kenapa Ni?

Bermula dari awal pagi td, dalam pukul 2 3 pagi agaknya, boleh termengigau hantu. Ya Allah... sampai keluar suara macam nak jerit2 tu, nasib baik tak kuat, kalau tak, mau seisi rumah perasan. Sebelum tido tengok Keliwon TV3 tu, pastu macam terbawa2 lak hantu dalam cerita tu kat dalam mimpi. Nasib baik cuma mimpi dan igauan. Dahlah malam tadi malam Jumaat. Bila dah tersedar tu, rasa macam semacam je nak tido balik, tapi dengan jayanya terlelap gak mata semula. Alhamdulillah tak de apa2. Cuma dalam mimpi tu, watak hantu tu tak boleh terimalah. Itulah yang membuatkan seram, tak percaya, nak tolong, dan macam2 lagi sampai terjerit2 kecil (lagi sekali, nasib baik yang lain tak dengar, kalau tak buat malu je).

Pagi ni tumpang jiran pergi tempat kerja. Kereta tak de. Wira belum keluar workshop, Myvi lak adik nak guna. Dah memang Myvi dia pun kan. So, tumpang jiran ni pergi keje. Kebetulan dia nak hantar anak dia ke stesen bas Seksyen 17 tuk balik Kota Bharu. Duduk kat seat belakang sambil berborak di sepanjang jalan. tanpa disedari botol air terbuka tutupnya, dan tertumpah segala isi air ke atas seat belakang kereta Waja dia tu.. Ya Allah.. sungguh tak berniat nak menyusahkan orang. Nak dijadikan cerita, atas seat tu ada pulak borang permohonan jawatan kosong anak sulung dia yang nak di hantar ke LKIM. Mujur lah bahagian atas je yang kena air, tapi rasanya bila kering, comot gak borang tu. Kalau anak dia isi form tu guna dakwat basah, confirm dah kembang-kembang dah tulisan atas borang tu..Aduh...sungguh tak berniat nak menyusahkan orang. Ya Allah, napalah boleh tak perasan penutup tupperware air ni terbuka. Sebelum turun, minta maaf kat jiran tu, "acik Halim, sori sangat2 dah tertumpahkan air kat borang ni." Acik Halim cuma kata tak apa, tak apa, sikit je. Tapi kalau kena kat spider sendiri, mahu mengembang-ngembang sarang yang spider buat tuk lepaskan tension. adui...minta maaf sesangat pada acik Halim and anaknya Nazira.

Itu satu hal. Pagi tadi juga, waktu dalam kereta dia tengah berborak-borak sambil type sms pada orang yang penuh dengan kasih sayang, tiba2 kepala pening, rasa nak muntah pulak. Mungkin sebab terlalu banyak brek, yelah, jalan tu memang banyak kereta pun. Bila rasa nak muntah tu, terus je senyap dan asyik dok fikir bilalah nak sampai ofis ni.. Dahlah time tu air tumpahkan, lagi pening fikir macamana cara nak bagitahu acik Halim yang air dah kena borang anak dia..huhu..Kenapalah jadi macam nikan. Akhirnya sampai gak ofis, terus duduk lentok kat meja nak tahan rasa yang tak sedap tu. Nasib baik lama-lama hilang. Orang yang penuh kasih sayang suruh makan vitamin C. Boleh lak tak ingat kan, time pening2 agaknya terlupa nak fikir kan sesuatu yang biasa dibuat. Terima kasih kepada orang yang penuh kasih sayang kerana sentiasa mengingatkan.

Harap-harap tak adalah apa-apa yang tak best lagi berlaku sepanjang hari ni. Tapi kalau ada jadi gak, redha jelah. Ujian kecil. Tapikan sampai turun kereta jiran tu, tak bagitahu pun yang air spider sebenarnya tertumpah hampir satu botol dekat seat belakang dia. Tak berani nak cakap. Mesti dia ingat tumpah atas borang je sikit. Adui..minta ampun bebanyak pada yang berkenaan. Rasanya boleh kot tak cakap sebab air kosong je, kalau kering kira tak meninggalkan kesan kot kan. Minta2 lah.. Atau lepas ni jangan haraplah dapat tumpang dia lagi kalau dalam kesempitan.huhu.. Nasiblah!

Yang Dilayan.

Beberapa lirik lagu yang memang layan gila. Korang tak tau lah layan ke tak. Yang penting Big Girl Don't Cry tu si baby Dila yang ajar tuk suka kat lagu tu. Hihi..kenangan daun pisang yer.. Tapi memang boleh layan Dila...tq anyway..motivasi :)

Layan lah dulu yang ni k..

Tercipta Untukku - Ungu

Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
di Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku
Banyak kata Yang tak mampu ku ungkapkan Kepada dirimu

Aku ingin engkau slalu Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku

Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Ku slalu milikmu Yang mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku

Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
ku ingin kau tau Kau slalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu

I'm Yours - Jason Mraz

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
Before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test
And nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn, to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more, it cannot wait i'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved, Loved

So, i won't hesitate no more, no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
There's no need to complicate our time is short this is our fate, i'm yours

*scat* I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
And bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more it cannot wait, i'm sure
(There's no need to complicate our time is short it cannot wait, i'm yours 2x
no please don't complicate, our time is short this is our fate, im yours
no please don't hesitate no more, no more it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
Ah, la one big family it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved
Open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
Ah, la happy family it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
Ah, la peaceful melodies it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved..

Bubbly - Colbie Cailat

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time
I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglees in a silly place

It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is fallin' on my window pane
But we are hidin' in a safer place
Under the covers stayin' safe and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

They start in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way?
I just, mmm

It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin' shows
'Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now
Holdin' me tight
Wherever, wherever, where ever you go
Wherever, wherever, where ever you go


Generasiku - OAG

pagi terjaga ku dari mimpi
terasa hati senang sekali
pasti dunia ku yang punya di hari ini
bersama kawan-kawan ku pergi
ketawa riang senang hati
indahnya dunia ketika kita muda remaja
segalanya dalam genggaman
walau apa pun tak kan menjadi halangan
hidup ini setia menanti
generasiku bersinar bagai mentari oooo.....16X nanana
malam ini bertemu di pesta
berdebar membalas senyumannya
manisnya oh jatuh cinta kali pertama
bersama menitiskan impian
cinta cita-cita dan harapan
di usia ini... tiada yang tak mungkin oh sayang
segalanya dalam genggaman
walau apa pun tak kan menjadi halangan
hidup ini setia menanti
generasiku bersinar bagai mentari
jangan gentar mengejar mimpi
yakin berani percaya diri
dan mula dengan hello ooo...oooo ooo...oooo
jangan takut jatuh ke bumi
bingkas bangun melangkah lagi ke depan,
lari dan terbang menuju bintang
hanya kau saja yang bisa menentu
arah hidupmu yeah... oooo.....16X
pagi terjaga ku dari mimpi
terasa hati senang sekali
indahnya dunia ketika kita muda remaja
segalanya dalam genggaman
walau apa pun tak kan menjadi halangan
hidup ini setia menanti
generasiku bersinar bagai mentari
segalanya dalam genggaman
walau apa pun tak kan menjadi halangan
hidup ini setia menanti
generasiku bersinar bagai mentari oooo.....16X
segalanya dalam genggaman(oooo...) hidup ini... generasiku...

Right Now - Akon

It's been so long That I haven't seen your face
I'm tryna be strong But the strength I have is washing away
It wont be long Before I get you by my side
And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you
Tell you what's been on my mind

I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na

Girl I know mistakes were made between us two
And we show our eyes that night
Even said somethings weren't true
Why'd you go and haven't seen my girl since then
Why can't it be the way it was?
Cos you were my homie, lover and friend

I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na

I can't lie I miss you much Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much Until I get you back I'm gonna try
Yes I miss you much You are the apple of my eye
Girl I miss you much I miss you much
I can't lieI miss you much Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much Until I get you back I'm gonna try
Yes I miss you much You are the apple of my eye
Girl I miss you much I miss you much

I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na

I want you to fly with me Want you to fly
I miss how you lie with me Miss how you lie
Just wish you could dine with me Wish you could dine
One that would grind with me One that would grind with me
I want you to fly with me Want you to fly
I miss how you lie with me Miss how you lie Just wish you could dine with me
Wish you could dine One that would grind with me
One that would grind

I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na

Big Girl Don't Cry - Fergie

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cryDon't cry Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending,
do theyAnd I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with youIt's personal,
Myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl nowAnd big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
ValentineYes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cryDon't cry Don't cryDon't cry


Melly Goeslaw & Krisdayanti - Cinta

Menatap jalan yang menjauh
Tentukan arah yang ku mau
Tempatkan aku pada satu
Peristiwa yang membuat hati lara

Di dekat engkau aku tenang
Sendu matamu penuh tanya
Misteri hidup akan kah menghilang
Dan bahagia di akhir cerita

Cinta tegarkan hatiku
Tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau
Naluriku berkata
Tak ingin terulang lagi
Kehilangan cinta hati
Bagai raga tak bernyawa
Aku junjung petuamu
Cintai dia yang mencintaiku
Hati yang dulu belayar
Kini telah menepi
Bukankah hidup kita
Akhirnya harus bahagia

Cinta
Biar saja ada
Yang terjadi biar saja terjadi
Bagai manapun hidup
Memang hanya cerita
Cerita tentang meninggalkan dan yang ditinggalkan
Cinta…

Just Dance - Lady Gaga [Feat. Colby O'Donis & Akon]

RedOne, Konvict
GaGa, oh-oh, eh
I've had a little bit too much, much
All of the people start to rush, start to rush by
A dizzy twisted dance, can't find my drink, oh man
Where are my keys? I lost my phone, phone
What's going on on the floor?
I love this record baby but I can't see straight anymore
Keep it cool, what's the name of this club?
I can't remember but it's alright, a-alright

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

Wish I could shut my playboy mouth, oh oh oh-oh
How'd I turn my shirt inside out? Inside outright
Control your poison babe, roses have thorns they say
And we're all getting hosed tonight, oh oh oh-oh
What's going on on the floor?
I love this record baby but I can't see straight anymore
Keep it cool, what's the name of this club?
I can't remember but it's alright, a-alright

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just

When I come through on the dance floor checkin' out that catalog
Can't believe my eyes, so many women without a flaw
And I ain't gon' give it up, steady tryin' to pick it up like a car
I'ma hit it, I'ma hit it and flex and do it until tomorr' yeah
Shawty I can see that you got so much energy
The way you're twirlin' up them hips 'round and 'round
And now there's no reason at all why you can't leave here with me
In the meantime stay and let me watch you break it down

And dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

Woo! Let's go!

Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint, it's symphonic
Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint electronic
Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint, it's symphonic
Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint electronic

Go! Use your muscle, carve it out, work it, hustle
I got it, just stay close enough to get it
Don't slow! Drive it, clean it, Lysol, bleed it
Spend the last dough(I got it)In your pocko(I got it)

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

Betulke?

Just want to share some info, got it from KOSMO! regarding the "kena tindih or lumpuh sementara?". Believe that most of people experienced this 'weird moment' included spider.

Really not so sure about the 'trueness', but this is from the scientific view. So, let check it out the article:-

*Ramai yang kata ternampak ‘benda’ tertentu yang menindih tubuh mereka hingga tidak boleh bergerak. Adakah itu sekadar cerita rekaan kerana tidak tahu hendak menghuraikan fenomena lumpuh sementara?

Sebenarnya apa yang berlaku itu merupakan fenomena paralisis tidur. Ia merujuk kepada suatu tempoh singkat yang membuatkan seseorang tidak dapat membuat pergerakan mana-mana bahagian badan ketika baru memasuki fasa hendak tidur (hipnogogik atau predormital), atau ketika hendak sedar daripada tidur (hipnopompik atau posdormital).

Apakah simptom-simptomnya? Lazimnya seseorang akan mengadu hilang upaya gerak anggota tangan atau kaki ketika baru mula tidur atau hendak sedar. Berlaku juga episod singkat paralisis otot skeletal, sama ada sebahagian atau sepenuhnya. Ia biasanya dikaitkan dengan halusinasi hipnogogik atau aktiviti otak yang mencetus situasi seperti mimpi.
Paralisis tidur selalunya dikaitkan dengan narkolepsi, iaitu gangguan neurologikal yang membuatkan seseorang mengalami rasa mengantuk yang ekstrem lalu boleh tertidur secara tiba-tiba. Namun begitu, ada orang yang mengalami paralisis ini tanpa menunjukkan petanda narkolepsi.

Antara penyebab paralisis tidur ini adalah seperti tidur dalam posisi terlentang terlalu lama, jadual tidur yang tidak menentu, tidak cukup tidur dan istirehat, stres dan juga pertukaran gaya hidup secara mendadak (misalnya peralihan daripada mod rehat kepada aktiviti ekstrem secara mengejut).

Dalam kes halusinasi hipnogogik tertentu, seseorang akan merasa seperti ada orang lain di dalam bilik tidur mereka. Ada juga yang trauma apabila menyangka ada ‘sesuatu’ yang duduk di atas dada hingga menyukarkan pernafasan.* by Dr. Harris.

So many scientific words huh? Quite confusing but this is maybe a good info for us rather than think on 'horror side'. So, if you facing with this experience again, please do not be scared or panic, just try to rilex and think positively, because from this way can make you 'halau' the 'hantu' if it really caused your 'paralyze'.

Rindu Terubat.

Kawan rapat yang betul-betul rapat, melekat, gamat, hangat, bangat turun Selangor. Aduh...percaya tak percaya setahun gak lah tak jumpa. Selama ni pun sms, call, sms, call. tupun bila credit cukup.

LIZA ajak tengok wayang kat Jusco Bukit Tinggi Klang, dia belanja. Alhamdulillah, moga bertambah murah lah rezeki Liza ye. Beli tiket cerita Eden Lake, start movie pukul 8.00 malam. Rasa lapar lak, beli popcorn dulu, pastu masuk panggung. Crita ni 18SG yer..abang kaunter tiket tu siap tanya lagi, dah 18 tahun ke ni? Spider dan Liza nampak cam budak-budak kot (memang adalah sikit, comei2 tu, hehe)...tapi hakikatnya, dah boleh jadi mak budak pun.

Eden Lake - Thriller story, mengisahkan sepasang kekasih pergi bercuti ke satu tempat yang bernama Eden Lake, sambil dengan niat si lelaki(Steve) ingin melamar kekasih hatinya di situ. konflik cerita bermula selepas pasangan kekasih ini diganggu oleh 6 orang pelajar awal belasan tahun yang memang sangat suka mengganggu gugat ketenteraman orang kampung. Senang cerita gangster lah ni. 5boys and a girl. Bermula dengan jeep Steve dicuri, dan usaha untuk mendapatkan semula kunci jeep serta barang-barang berharga yang lain (wallet, Ray Ban spec and handfone. Tapi yang penting kunci jeep tulah), berlaku sedikit pergelutan antara Steve dan ketua gangster (teenager juga). Tak pasal-pasal salah seorang group dia ni keluarkan pisau, dan nak dijadikan cerita pisau tersebut dapat dirampas oleh Steve, dan dalam usaha melepaskan diri dari pergelutan, pisau tersebut tertikam anjing kesayangan group tu, dan dari sini bermulalah dendam kesumat dalam hati budak-budak ni. Pemburuan bermula dan Steve and his girlfriend berhadapan dengan peristiwa hitam lagi ngeri dalam hidup mereka...nak tahu selanjutnya, silalah pergi ke pawagam-pawagam yang berdekatan. At the beginning, cerita ni agak slow, tapi dah masuk CD 2, cerita dah ok dan agak suspen...sedih, geram, hiba semua ada bila tengok plot by plot. Tapi...emmmm, ada tapinya.. Ending of the story tu memang tak puas hati giler...nak tau pergilah tengok sendiri juga ye..I'm sori!(pinjam tagline Amir Raja Lawak Musim ke 3 ni).

Habis tengok wayang, balik umah dengan Liza, and pagi tadi keluar sama-sama, pergi breakfast dulu sama-sama kat Seksyen 2, lepas tu 'bf' dia datang sebab dia yang akan hantar Liza ke Stesyen Bas Seksyen 17. Spider meninggalkan Liza dengan penuh rasa sebak di dada. Jumpa cuma sekejab waktu, memang tak puas, tapi apakan daya...nanti ada rezeki lebih, spider nak merayap-rayap buat sarang kat JB tempat Liza pulak. 2hari pun jadilah. OK gak tu.

I'll miss you again...

For the First Time.

Buat pertama kalinya, spider menulis blog yang akhirnya berjaya diwujudkan. Untuk apa dan kenapa blog ini diwujudkan sebenarnya tidaklah mempunyai sebab yang khusus, melainkan suka-suka kerana masa kerja banyak terbuang, seolah-olah selama hampir 3 bulan makan gaji buta. Dari melayan mata mengantuk, baik buat blog dan menulis...jadi spider mula menulis hari ini.

As an introduction, spider would like to reveal a little bit about spider's personal info.
- Parent (Pak Usop and Acik Sham. Hihi.. ni yang budak-budak taman panggil. Syukur dilahirkan sebagai anak kamu berdua. Acik Sham kata dia masak tak sedap, tapi tekak ni kata sedap sangat. Pak usop pun suka, oklah tu. Pak Usop kata Acik Sham ni lalai orangnya, so apa sahaja dokumen yang penting, Pak Usop akan simpan. Acik Sham pun memfotostatkan IC nya untuk dibawa kesana kemari, memandangkan Acik Sham punya IC dah 5 kali hilang. Subhanallah, nasib lah polis tak syak Acik Sham jual IC kt Indon kan. Kalau tak, siapa nak jawab? Pak Usop gak...).

- 5 siblings (Angah, Ija, Abang and Adik. Gamaknya yang tersulung akan selalu membuli adik-adiknya, tapi hakikat sebenar, adik ke dua selalu membuli yang tersulung, dan yang tersulung hanya berjaya membuli yang ke empat dan ke lima dengan mudah. Ke dua bahaya sikit. Sampai berdarah-darah hidung bergaduh, huhu..confirm tak boleh lupa. yang ke tiga pun tak berapa sesuai nak buli, perempuan kan..sian lebih..hehe.. Now masing-masing dah besar panjang, everything nampak ok, bolehlah..tak pening kepala sangat).

- Hometown, Banting (the ever best town in Selangor. Spider boleh merayap-rayap ke segenap tempat tau. Serius, Banting memang best, sekarang ni semua dah ada kat Banting tu. Sebut je ape, Secret Recipe, McD, KFC, PIzza Hut, bowling, The Store, Tesco, Econsave, Juke Box, ILP, Kolej Komuniti, Maxis Centre dan semua kemudahan-kemudahan yang lain. Jangan dicari selain yang tidak ditulis di sini, contohnya Domino's pizza ke, Nando's ke, carefour ke, Jusco ke, atau apa-apalah selain yang tidak disenaraikan di sini, sebab semua tu memang belum ada lagi kat Banting, termasuklah pawagam. dulu ada sebenarnya, LIDO nama pawagam tu, tapi tahun bila ntah tak ingat LIDO ditutup. lagipun belum sesuai lagi nak bina pawagam kat Banting. Belum belum belum. baik tak payah kot).

- ex-student of UiTM (sentiasa di hatiku especially UiTM Segamat-semua pun best kat sana, sampai kan spider cam tak nak keluar je dari situ. Hehe, gila apa dah habis study pun nak stay situ lagi. Pak guard dah asyik tanya je bila spider nak habis?huhu, dah benci sangat gamaknya melihat spider merayap-rayap tak tentu pasal. Makcik dining pun best jer..tak kedekut lauk. Tau pulak tu spider makan apa. Memang makcik terror. Bilik Z0309 mana boleh lupakan. Sarang spider lah tu. 3tahun buat sarang kat situ dengan kawan-kawan yang lain yang pastinya bukan spider. Ecah, Ed dan Ida, korang rindu tak kat kenangan di sarang Z0309 tu? Semester pertama, kad outing sampai kena liquid sebab dah habis ruang nak tulis. Kalau dah namaya spider, memanglah kuat merayap-rayap. Dari beli baru, baik liquid je kad tu..jimat. Kalau outing, pergi Segamat Town, masuk Billion, masuk Fajar, masuk Up Well cari-cari barang, cuci-cuci mata, lenguh-lenguhkan kaki dan sebagainya. Banyak lagi perkara yang dah dibuat yang membuatkan UiTM Segamat tetap dalam kenangan).

Just big enough to tell something about spider. Life is simple, do not make it complicated. Whatever difficulties in front of you, tackle them in easier way. do not serabut2 ;)
Enjoy your day!